Monday, April 11, 2011




Big word, simple meaning. When I hear that word, I think about you. I think about the way things are. The way I wish they were. I feel so foolish, thinking about you. Wondering if you're thinking about me too. Watching you, hoping that as soon as I turn around you'll be watching me. There is no point to my obsession. All I see ahead is disappointment. Is it purely superficial, or does it go deeper than that? Does any of it have meaning, or is it just a waste of my time? As I think about all this, I wonder if I'll ever know you. If I'll get over my fear and do something. But what can I do? All these thoughts are so mixed up, and they're always in the back of my mind. New questions without answers. Infatuation: Foolish Love.

Merely just friend..... (: